May 2012
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don’t judge me[[MORE]]
I’m not even going to lie, I got a little too fucked up last night, I haven’t slept in about 18 hours and I’m really glad I don’t have school today.
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I rolled for the first time at DEMF yesterday, and a lot harder than I planned.
My preconceptions of drugs other than weed has always been pretty negative (i.e: adderall, vicodin, shrooms could’ve been better) but I’m glad my expectations met reality.
It was a damn good time.
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I guess as long as I’m having the best time of my life, I don’t have to give a shit about anything else.
yep
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I don’t care about getting a job, or going to DEMF, or feeling like I don’t have any friends, or finding a boyfriend, or spending money as if I’m making it or going to Western and making friends with more shitty people. I just don’t fucking care anymore.
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regret
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I wish I still had someone in my life that knows me, like really knows who I am.
I sorta pushed them away or abandoned them, and now I just have nothing but awkward looks and doubt.
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Sometimes I post stuff that should be on my other blog on this blog. Sorry.
“…While it’s true you’re haunted by your past, it’s truer that you’ve traveled...”
– Dear Sugar, 5/17/12
Cheryl Strayed (“Sugar”) might not technically be a therapist, but she’s been doing some of the most wonderful therapy anywhere on the planet over the past couple of years through her Dear Sugar column over at The Rumpus. If you somehow haven’t read her columns yet, you should...
It’s always the things we can’t have that seem so damn perfect from afar.
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the romantic egotist.: okay. →
1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? 2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? 4: Do you find it easy to trust others? 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? 6: You’re…
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My dash is dead, so...
I had a dream last night it was the day of graduation, and I was vastly unprepared. I apparently just never went to get my cap and gown, so I wasn’t wearing either. Everyone around me was either freaking out or didn’t understand why I wasn’t prepared, and I guess I was pretty concerned and confused too, except a part of me thought the entire situation was pretty hilarious.
janet's list of things to do to stay...
go grocery shopping (bleh)
clean up my room (it smells fucking weird in here)
play/write/record/whatever ukulele for an hour or two
get my oil changed (if they’re open today?)
figure out what I’m wearing to DEMF
fuck around with my phone some more
And if time permits, get outside and chill with some friends. A good damn Sunday.
Why do I feel like my negative thoughts just build off of each other, turning a little thought into a huge issue?
I overthink everything.
captain-rogers:
how to achieve world peace:
everybody shut up
24ribs:
But my downfall has always been my inability to stop myself from falling in love with the taunting romance of possibility.
I wanna
graduate
go to DEMF and dance all fucking day and night
do something crazy with my hair (except shave it all off)
say goodbye to all my old friends while I still can
meet a boy I can stand for longer than 5 minutes
ace my finals
learn how to do something new
relax.
“I get it now. I get it. The things you hope for the most are the things that...”
– John Green and David Levithan, Will Grayson, Will Grayson (via loveyourchaos)
“May you do the things you want to and always remember what it felt like when you...”
– I Wrote This For You: The House We Keep Moments In (via kari-shma)
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I hate to admit this, but looking at my senior pictures has made me realize how much I’ve slimmed down in the past couple of months.
It’s not a big deal. I still see it, though.